Current mood:	ecstatic
Current music:	Total Eclipse of the Heart - Bonnie Tyler

*swoons*
Rei kissed me, and I just can't stop grinning.

I was so terrified he would hate me after what happened yesterday, but today he kissed me, out of nowhere, and it felt so amazing. He agreed to come home too - back to China to live with me. Even if it's jsut for a short time, it's still a start. It still shows he cares, and, if I try my hardest, maybe I'll be able to convince him to stay forever. I've missed him so much....

I told him I loved him. I didn't mean to, but after the kiss, it just slipped out. I was scared he'd push me away or brush it off, but he said he loved me too. I swear i felt my heart stop.

I'm going to work harder to make him happy. I want that feeling to last forever. From now on, no more pressure, no more fighting with Kai. Well, I'll have to rub in the fact Rei kissed me, of course, but I won't do it with Rei around.

I hope he gets really depressed. *smirk*